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Surprise! Haven’t posted in about four months, because fall semester kicked my ass (eh well not too much if my grades are proof). Like I said before I did succeed and I did fail last semester, but as Professor Maiello said to me “Fail once, try again and fail better.” Yep SSIII will be back on my schedule this spring semester but there are worse things that could happen, so I am counting my blessings. I have really been spending a lot of time recently trying to figure myself out…..as weird as that sounds. I want to know why I am the way I am. Why do I have a short temper, why am I oblivious to a lot of things…..do I block them out because I don’t care, or because I honestly don’t see them? These are things I don’t know the answer to, but I am going to find out. I’ve been trying to just make myself a better person. No one is perfect, and I know I have flaws, but I am trying to be…..proactive (no pun intended) about fixing them. Maybe then I’ll be happier, I don’t know. Life is full of uncertainty and I guess I better get use to it. These are my thoughts for the evening….I little bit whiney and depressing I suppose, but I guess you can take them or leave them. Come on Spring semester, what to do you have to teach me this year? Whatever it is I’m ready.